Oh why Oh why Oh why do I keep writing this stuff, Does anyone else out there keep thinking " what if!". what if I'd kept that date or, what if I'd payed attention in school. Life would be better than it is now, Well I have a sweet wife, an unremarkable and averagely paid job, a home I can easily afford to keep over our heads, a son bound for better things than I could ever hope for, and yet I have this feeling of deep melancholy, WHAT IF? We all make choices and when I look back at my life I seem to think I made all the wrong ones! I apologise for this ranting!