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POSTED BY: BUTTERFLYLOVER on May 1, 2007
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MY DISSABILITY
HELLO EVERYONE, I JUST WANTED TO SAY... I APPLIED FOR DISSABILITY AND HAD TO WAIT 10 YEARS TO GET IT!!! I WENT TO COURT SEVERAL TIMES TO APPEAL, WITH MY ATTORNEY. HE SAID IT WAS THE JUDGE I HAD. HE TOLD ME RIGHT FROM THE BEGINNING THAT I HAD A REAL GOOD CASE BUT THE JUDGE I HAD DIDN'T THINK SO. WE FINALLY TOOK IT TO THE SUPREME COURT AND THE JUDGE LOOKED AT IT (A FEMALE) AND GRANTED ME IT RIGHT AWAY AND SAID I WAITED FAR TOO LONG AS IT WAS. YEP...10 YEARS!!!! I WAS LUCKY ENOUGH TO HAVE SOMEONE CARE ENOUGH FOR ME TO HELP ME OUT ALL THESE YEARS. I HAVE SEVERAL HEALTH ISSUES. THE ONE I WENT FOR DISSABILITY FOR WAS... I HAVE A BIPOLAR DEPRESSION,MANIC DISORDER. THE MEDICATIONS I TAKE FOR IT WORK FOR AWHILE THEN THEY NEED TO BE INCREASED UNTIL I AM AT THE TOP DOSE AND SO THEY PUT ME ON SOMETHING DIFFERENT. SOMETIMES ALL THIS REQUIRED A HOSPITAL STAY IN THE MENTAL HEALTH WARD. I DON'T LIKE BEING LABELED WITH THAT!!! ANYWAY. I ALSO HAVE ARTHRITIS IN BOTH KNEES, HIPS,SHOULDERS, AND BACK. I ALSO HAVE ANXIETY, AND OCD AND AD/HD.AND FOR THE PAST 9 1/2/YRS. I HAVE FIBROMYALGIA-MYOFACITIS. UNFORTUNATELY THE GOVERNMENT DOES NOT CONCIDER THIS TO BE A DISSABELING DISEASE. EVERYTHING I HAVE READ UP ON THIS SAYS IT IS A DISSABLING DISSEASE (CAN'T SPELL EITHER) ANYWAY... I WAKE UP IN PAIN ALL OVER MY BODY AND I FALL ASLEEP WITH PAIN. ANYWHERE I GET TOUCHED I FEEL LIKE I HAVE A BRUISE THERE. IT HURTS TO WALK VERY FAR. MY HIPS AND LEGS AND FEET. SOMETIMES JUST TO WALK FROM ONE ROOM TO ANOTHER AT THE OTHER END OF MY HOUSE...NOT BIG. I USED TO HAVE A HANDI-CAP SIGN TO PUT UP ON THE MIRROR OF THE CAR I DRIVE IN BUT AFTER I STARTED GETTING MY DISSABILITY... GO FIGURE...THEY TOOK IT AWAY AND SAID I DON'T NEED IT. BELIEVE ME I DO!!!! I ALSO HAVE CRONIC BRONCHITIS AND EMPHESEMA. I HAVE TWO INHALORS TO USE. I SLEEP WITH A BREATHING MACHINE AT NIGHT BECAUSE I STOP BREATHING WHEN I SLEEP. BESIDES ALL THIS I TAKE MEDS FOR HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE 2 PILLS A DAY. 2 FOR HIGH COLLESTROL (GOOD RIGHT NOW) I TAKE MEDS FOR MUSCLE RELAXERS AND INFAMATORY (FLEXERIL) 3 TIMES A DAY. SLEEPING MEDS.. AMBIAM OR I'M UP TILL 4 AM IF I DON'T GET 9 HRS OF SLEEP I GET MORE PAIN AND MORE DEPRESSION...IT'S A BIG CIRCLE. I HAVE LUMPS IN MY ARMS AND LEGS, THE BACK OF MY NECK AND IN FROMT, LIKE IF YA HAVE SWOLLEN GLANDS. ALL THIS FROM THE FIBRO AND MYOFACITIS. I HAVE MUSCLE WEEKNESS. I CAN'T EVEN LIFT A POT OF WATER TO THE STOVE SOMETIMES. OR POUR A GALLON OF MILK SOMETIMES. I HAVE TO TAKE BATHS BECAUSE I AM IN PAIN WASHING MYSELF IN MY ARMS AND HANDS I HAVE TO REST A LOT. I LOST ALL MY TEETH FROM ALL THE MEDICATIONS I WAS ON. HAD BOTH GUMS CUT OPEN TO DO EXTENSIVE WORK ON THEM $3,000.00 WORTH AND I STILL CAN'T KEEP MY BOTTOMS IN AND THEY HURT BAD WHEN I NEED TO PUT THEM IN ONLY TO TRY TO EAT SOMETHING. SO NOW I GAINED A TON OF WEIGHT FROM MY MEDS AND EATING FOOD THAT I DON'T NEED BOTTOM TEETH IN A LOT.I AM A MESS!!!! BOTH HANDS HAD SURGERY....AND THEY WANT TO KNOW WHY I GET SO DEPRESSED????? LOL. AND SOME OF YOU KNOW HOW I WAS BROUGHT UP AND THE LIFE I HAD. I COULD WRITE A BOOK. I GUESS I'M CLOSE TO THAT NOW SO I BETTER GO...LOL THANKS FOR LISTENING. ANY SUGGESTIONS ON HOW I MIGHT GET MY HANDICAP PLATE THING BACK???? THEY SAID I DON'T QUALIFY ANYMORE. LOL I JUST WANT TO FEEL HUMAN...LIKE A REAL PERSON.... GENTLE HUGS TO ALL......... LINDA
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