Hey All, I think I told you how I've been hanging around YouTube a great deal. I've made some great young friends there, and I find all kinds of stuff to entertain me. I love videos! Now, I know that I have a group here for funny videos, but no one seems to go there to watch them, and no one watches the ones I post on the videos thingy here. Does that mean you don't really like them? Well, I don't know, but when I find good ones; I love to share them. A new young friend of mine from the UK made this one some time ago when Britney's little sister turn up pregnant, and I just love it! I hope you do too. Have a good laugh.

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Hello Friends,
       It's hard to believe that so much time has passed since I've blogged. I guess the summer was full of sports, and I'm sure there were other things going on. I'm glad to see that summer is finally coming to an end, and beautiful autumn is here!
     I've started some classes! The first one was a short class that showed me how to use a digital camera, and what all the symbols and buttons do! It's nice to know! The second class is in Adobe Photoshop. It will go until November 19th. Actually, I'm finding it fun. Kinda like an art class using the computer!
    I've also been spending a great deal of time on YouTube. I've made some friends there. As you might have guessed they are gothic. We just somehow manage to find each other. Of course the videos have a way of telling who is into what.
    So, besides going to class; I've also started to learn to put videos together, but I've met a friend who does beautiful work with videos! He'll be teaching me to do better video work, and that is something to look forward to.
     Other than that: I'm not sure where the time has gone, and what I've been doing with! I have been keeping busy! This is one of Mike's videos! I love it!
I hope you enjoy it too. It's one of the more tamed Gothic videos.

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     I know it' been so long since I've been in touch with my wonderful friends here: forgive me for not staying in touch; it has been complicated.
     My health has a partial blame, but my frame of mind is the one mostly responsible.  Problems with my digestive system has increased, which is
also, now, including my kidneys. My friends here, who know me, are also aware of my problems with depression. I deducted from all of this that
my body was naturally 'shutting down", and that I should let nature take
its course. 
      However, I have friends who urge me fight on. Do all it takes to get
better. I have yet to figure out the reason why I should, but because I 
love them I will. For one to get try and get my depression under control
I should take up some thing of interest to me. So, I have enrolled in
Photograpy courses at Eastfield Community College. These are are just
"dummie" course to learn the digital camera, and Photoshop. 
      I'm surprised at how much I'm looking forward to them! They begin in
September! Which is perfect! I won't have to miss the Olyimics, nor the 
U.S. Open in Tennis. This will give me something to focus on. 
       I'm not in the best state of mind to writing this. I've has too many
pills, and not a lot of food. But I love all of you for sticking with me. 
       And I really mean that!

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I haven't written much since my return from Florida, and now it's time to return there for more back adjustments. While I love my relatives in Florida dearly, and I know they love me, there are a few things that they do that drive me crazy! I think they enjoy watching me react to them too. They always seem to be ready with some wise crack for me. Grrrrr...

First: They love to let the sunshine into the house! I have to wear sunglasses inside the house! Sunshine is fine, but it should remain outside! And they love windows! Big windows everywhere! In fact, at one house the whole wall is WINDOWS, and GLASS DOORS! Why not just live outdoors!

Second: If the temperature gets below 80 degrees; they're freezing! You've got to be kidding! If the temperature gets above 75 degrees; I'm burning up! I have to make frequent stops at the freezer and stick my head in to cool off! They think it's funny! I think they're nuts!

Third: They love to watch baseball! I HATE BASEBALL!!! And there are baseball games EVERY NIGHT!  I'll remember to take a stack of books so I'll have something to read while they watch some guy hit a ball with a stick!

Fourth: They love wearing bright color clothes! This is another reason to always have sunglasses on! I like wearing black! They always try to get me out of my black clothes, and I'm not going for it! If they want to go around looking like parrots... that's okay, not me!

Five: They go to bed before the chickens! They are all snoring by 9:00 P.M. They sleep all night, and stay awake all day! I'm the opposite. I love to sleep all day and stay up all night! But they're nice to me, and let me sleep until lunch time. Then they drag me out of bed into a sun filled room! OUCH! That hurts!

Six: They fight over me! Oh please! They all want me to stay at THEIR house! Why??? I don't know! But I'm trying to find a way to divide up the week where I stay at each place an equal amout of time! Jeezzzz!

Seven: I'm NOT going to church! I don't care how many of their friend want to meet me. Why would they, anyway? NO, NO, NO! Besides, I want to spend time enjoying the sea! I don't need a church to talk to the Creator. I can do that by the sea, and the sea doesn't care what I wear!



Besides those things, I should have a good time in Florida, (oh... the bugs in Florida really bug me too). I will be there for about a month. My back really didn't like me doing workouts, and it's gotten a bit weaker, and needs more attention. It will always need attention!
I'm lucky to have a relative that is a great chiropractor, and takes very good care of my back. He always knows exactly where the weakest spots are by a touch.
After I get back, it will be time to start getting ready to go meet with "22"! Now, I'm really excited about that!


WINDOWS, WINDOWS, EVERYWHERE WINDOWS!!!



I'M NOT GOING TO CHURCH!
AND I LOVE WEARING BLACK!

JUST ME AND THE SEA!

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... I do other things that interest me. I'm an avid reader! I can't remember a time when I didn't know how to read. I'm not sure how that happened, but reading was a 'natural' ability for me. I read all genres; however, historical novels are my favorites. Books have always been my companions; I'm never without a book.

I also have an insatiable curiosity! I love the sciences. I'm especially fascinated with archaeology! I will study everyting I can get my hands on subject. The ancient civilizations of the Americas are of such interest since there is still so much more to learn about them. I could spend months in the Natural History Museum in NYC! Maybe, I'll get to do that sometime!

I love jigsaw puzzles! I like to get the ones with at least 1000 pieces! I love to play music and work on one for hours at a time!

I took some Fashion Design courses, and love to make patterns and sew them up or just combine ready made patterns and make something new out of them! Yes, I love the Goth look. It's says that I'm different from everyone! I'm not one of the masses, but then I've always loved that macabre, vampire look! I've worn the look since the '80s when it first began to appear. I don't think it can be called a "fad" anymore! It suits me well!

I love to read blogs and see what is going on with other people around. Sometimes, I leave comments, but, as you know, I love to read, and so I do even if I don't leave a comment.

My previous blog seems to have upset a few people. I write about what is going on with me. I never claimed to be an angel. I have my faults as everyone else does. "22" is very important to me, and I am certainly looking forward to our time together. We've waited long enough. Oh... I know I am the wicked Lilith to many of you, but I rather liked Lilith, anyway.

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