Tags: dont feel romantic but....

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Tags: wants to feel romantic but i am not

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i am my own prisoner

of my words

of my thoughts

building a cage

where ilusions are keys

and fantasies are bars

entwined within me

encroaching me into despair

revealing my most inner thoughts

yet, who can save me from this

a duplicitous heart

that is my enemy and my friend

my equal and my foe

awakening in me

words that could raise the carnage

within me

however

making me feel prey

of my own desires

my own thoughts

my own dream

to become loved

to give love

i cant get out from this mess

one that i created

with my delusions of being high

that words can transcend

and reach out high

or reach out deep within

the bandages that are wrap

around a heart

tears of discovery

unveiling my own problem

knowing that i can say many things

how can i hold hostage my heart

so it doesnt unwind into the prairie

so it doesnt run free

thinking that he can break over the wind

instead

building a gridlock

where emotions are harness

and collected is the norm

not being persuaded easily

by my friend

by my foe

by my heart

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REMRJR

Tags: EMPTINESS

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thru the cacophony of my heart

pleading

for a sigh

for a moment

for a call

for a reply

for a look

for a smile

for a warm transcendent fire

however

my mind

sees it

with the reality

with the pain

this is life

suck it up

it says to the heart

looking at myself

in a distorted mirror

i see

a man

here today

gone tomorrow

wishing

to be the affirmation

of all perceptions

what is to be a man

what is weakness

if not poems not said

vulnerable

cause i am a human

in a cage

that its key has been forgotten

and i am enclosed

with a sepultura

that a millenium cannot

open its bar

but want to see strong

a headstrong

headed monster

that does uncompassionate

reasoning

to its victim

offers pain stakes

to its prey

and yet

she will feel lethargic

to come back

for more

to feel

cause it is her kind of love

yet

what is love

for the man covered

in slacks

in jeans

with a hat

a geeky sight

unearthing poems from its vault

inside

poundering insesantly

on the fence of love

only to see

the monsters bid welcome

and under the rain

where would i be bid

welcome

for i see the garden

the aroma can be felt

even in the wretched distance

its delicate fragrance

forming a pointed stake

that tresspasses between soul and spirit

holding a dream

once the guardians shoot me

thought for death

my next life

comes to bring forth

another try

one where i walk

until my shoes are done

and my appearance is doom

it arrives the next road

to where?

i dont know

but the smell seems the same

one

that has no end

where would the sign points

to another kinda ending

where the rainbow will prevailed

and the sheer excitement

comes

from opening the locked fence

and hearing your voice

"would you like to come in?"

and in that moment

i will be standing perplex

with my eyes open

looking to all directions

"is it me you talking?"

hoping to hear

"yes, [with a smile] you!"

and for the first time

feeling

what is it to be inside

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REMRJR

Tags: nothingness

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tell me what you

and i'll tell you the reality

do you feel i am just a punk

probably by the way i laugh

or by the smiles gallore

how would you say

if i saw death at a very young age

that in every breath i take

i was in the edge of being taken my life

coming with an ax

and as a young lad

stripping of my life

but i laugh

cause every day for me

is a success

cause i am alive!

do you still feel i am young

cause i look the part too much

that's probably a blessing

a god-sent gift

for within my genes

i wont be aging like a dog

following the footsteps of seven years

to each thought

but, hey!

i look young

but inside

my heart is old

i've seen things

that probably your eyes havent seen

for being in your glass coccoon

you been protected by uncle sam

and mom and pop

whereas i was thrown in life

seeing what you have to do

work or sank

in the abyss of despair

to abide by your responsabilities

instead of being a golden bird in its cage

tweety bird just taking a relaxing nappy

where the world is a different place

now

would you see me young?

of i am too old for your thought?

maybe i am a little bit of both

but one thing i am certain

i've seen a lot

enough to make you feel

that life is to be lived

and experience

even within the heartache

Tags: QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS

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let your lips be

like wine

so i'll be drunk all night

in your delicious liquor

let me taste it

until quench the thirst for your thoughts

first let me shake you

with each word

with each magic glow

for my pen is writing

to shake the fundations

until we both fall

into an abyss of blissful trance

then,

let me feel

the aroma of your bouquet

closing my eyes

seeing you coming

like the breeze of spring

tempting me at all times

seducing me

my every core

craves for another touch

another sigh of your thoughts

finally

let me taste you

until i get consume

with the fervently bubbly

of your spirit

with each drink

i will on the edge of reason

where i will be transiting

thru the avenues of hope

reveling in the essence of your words

each one packing an arousal inside my mind

oh, if only

if only i can taste

your lips

and then be addicted

for all time

within my being

to your soul

Tags: romance love passion yearning reaching

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transporting

sentences traveling

the heat surround us

breathing within

with each passing note

growing in delight

illusions and dreams tempting my light

growing

would it be enough

a tremour sigh

come

as we look into each other's words

another nocturnal fire

lighting our drive

more seems the norm

come to the tune of our souls

sighs

magic realm

touch

the marvelous sight

when the dreams become

nectar to our dreams

let us rest for now

and then

breath some more

until we are in front of our glow

sensation is all

a beautiful touch

Tags: romance fire passion relationships

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please

sent me to sheol

down to hades

let it be my place

and in the vastness of time

let me feel the tides changed

peel me slowly

from my soul

and reveal the intent of my bones

ripped apart the words

the heart

until there's no such thing as love

make me be steel

harder by the state of being

and feel

that nothing can touch me

nothing cant face me

want to be numb

not being able to be alive

be fragile

put in me your might

and to see things without wonder

without fantasies

let me see the beauty

as if its nothing

been there

done that

i've seen it a thousand times

and nothing can impress me inside

put in me a new heart

one that is strong

not weak

that is not fervently open

but one close

locked it

make it sour

so no can say is "sweet"

make it sarcastic

so "you're so nice" cant be said of my soul

and in the wonder of life

erase from my lips

the word "love"

for its with that word

that i had my last pain

in my being

Tags: questions answers down

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i am in a laberynth

following the crocked

damaged

cut-off

paths

that will ultimate lead me

to your heart

but there's a battle ensuing

for i didnt thought

in the mist

will be assasins of words

crunching

demolishing

stopping at all coast

for a sweet surrender

reach out to its lofty soul

the dogs of torment

insatiably are asking for my flesh

to eat my bones

seeking to stab a bite

into my words

slashing the meat and flesh

onto is become no more

the enchantment is gone

for i am running with my life

they dont know any difference

i see in the laborious walls

the scribble of what once was

beauty

gallantry

passion

all lost

romance

hearts darting with the arrow

cupids making all around

remembrance of what once was

now?

it's just blood

splasher around

many got away

without even trying what was best

others are from long ago

perhaps the marking of what is left

from your own soul

stripped away from the insane players

who seek out and won

a piece of a badge

the thieves won the battle

you?

were left with the damage

surprise

i am not chase by this new command

defensive system of your sight

running

as my mind races

is this right or left

let me go right

and then left

could i be going in the right direction?

of i will meet a dead end

and if i do

would your dogs destroy my precious heart?

if that is the ultimate fight

then so be it

and i will get out damaged

crating another vision of damn

but if i chose the right path

let me continue

for i will continue into my road

even if its lofty in my thoughts

i wanna reach to your heart

and make it possible

for me to talk

and then whatever you feel

you'll feel

but i will know

i reach to the core of your sigh

Tags: romance fire passion relationships

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