Music,I enjoying spending time with my family,In the past two years and I have lost both parents and it really makes think of how life can be over so quickly.I love sitting on the back deck and listening to the rain and enjoying my back yard.Also love decorating my house....
Im not a number person either true friends are hard to find.
July 7 had to be the worst day of my life .
I was out with my husband for his birthday haveing lunch and thought I would call my mother for her test results.
Needless to say she answered the phone .
And said in a straight forward voice Tracy I cant talk right now Im not beating around the bush I was dx with pancreatic cancer and I dont have time to talk right now.
Im showing your father how to do the bills.
My Life came to a complte stop I was in shock.
I sat down on the side walk and looked straight ahead in shock at the cars going past then got up and I walked into the resterant and sat down and looked straight ahead at my husband.
He said whats wrong .My mother has cancer stage 4 now this was july 7
by August 1 she was gone from my life.It is the deepest hurt that no one would understand unless they went throu it.
Apart of me is gone She was there for my first breath and I was there for her last.I still find want to pick up the phone but can't very lonely feeling ......
Then my father passed 10 months after her. The day before fathers day. In 97 was dx with M.S. this seems like a breeze compared to what has happened to my mother and father.
I can cope with M.S. its has picked me now it has to deal with me......I learn everyday and try to hold my head high knowing inside I will be with you someday........
I have learned to forgive more than I use to.
Also have brought the lord a lot closer to me now.....
I love giving and recieving comments it doesnt cost a thing to put a smile on someones face.
All it takes is alittle time if one has it...Got a new puppy that keeps me busy.
I love her I named her Farrah she has filled a hole in my heart.
Thanks for reading some of my life....
Wish some of it was a dream but we all know life just don't work that way ....
TURN ON'S
People that don't cause drama I come here to relax and take my mind off every day life.I'm only interested in honest people .I fell its all waste of time if someone is not going to talk reality to me. Because I'm a very honest person
♥to smile♥
♥to make someone smile♥being with my family♥
♥stainglass♥hugs♥the sunrise♥the sunset♥the rain♥ ♥vintage books♥
♥strawberries♥theocean♥roses♥rainbows♥
♥angels♥butterflies♥laughing♥ ♥Hummingbirds♥dogs♥ponds♥poetry♥birch trees♥
♥warm summer nights♥ coffee♥
♥photography♥gardening♥birdhouses♥water lilies ♥victorian houses♥old movies♥nature♥blown glass♥chocolate♥
♥cats♥going to the movies♥the color green♥
♥Fairies♥sunflowers♥worn-out jeans♥tiger lilies♥bunnies♥willow trees♥
♥MUSIC♥MUSIC♥MUSIC♥.
TURN OFF'S
Menopause People who try to be something they are not .
