I have had a hard life.Was married to my first husband for 23 years and loved him dearly and we had 3 beautiful daughters.Then he decided to cheat on me with my best friend.Well I divorced him and 3 years later married a sweetheart of a man,at least it appeared that way and then I got on the computer one day and found out while I was working he was watching porn movies and calling girls on his cell phone which I was paying for.I moved to Mississippi from Idaho and started helping take care of my mom.My husband and I were never divorced and then one day I get a call saying he died of a heart attack while sitting at his computer at 52 years old.(What a waste)Now I'm here in Idaho trying to settle all the bills we had together because he had no insurance or anything.I miss my family so bad and am living in a room in my first husbands moms house and hating every bit of it,except he and I are trying to get back together but its hard with his mom here,being more demanding than anyone I have ever met.i just found out I have diabetes and my eyes are getting bad because of it.Will everyone who reads this please pray for me because if I get anymore thrown at me I don't think I can take it.
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