Three years have gone by since you had to leave
I know you weren't ready, but it was time for you to go.
Days turned into nights and you tried to make time stand still.
Too many places to go and too many things to see.
Too many regrets to make amends.
Not enough hours or days or years.
You made your choices
You loved the wrong way
And chose the wrong friends.
They destroyed your soul
And dignity wasn't a choice
Because you let that slip away.
We found our way back, but it was too late.
I tried hard and so did you
We had a chance to make things right
But as hard as we tried
It was a useless battle
I knew that then
and as I sit here and write
I look back and ask
why I wasn't enough
and why did the love I felt
Never quite reach you and make you aware
That there's never enough time for
Too many places and too many things to see
They were always right there in front of you
And it was me.