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YOU ALL KNOW WHAT THE PLIMARY REPORT OF CT SCAN SAID I HAVEN'T BEEN ON MUCH TRYING TO ACCEPT EVERYTHING AND I HAVE BEEN REALLY SICK I GET SICK EVERYTIME I EAT I KNOW THAT IS FROM THE CANCER. SO I HAVEN'T BEEN ON MUCH I BEEN TAKE TIME TO MY SELF TO ACCEPT EVERYTHING I WILL BE ABLE TO GIVE YOU A BETTER REPORT ON THE CT SCAN AFTER I SEE THE DOCTOR ON THURSDAY PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR NOT LEAVING COMMENTS LATELY BUT I HAVE BEEN TAKE TIME FOR MYSELF I DON'T KNOW WHEN I WILL BE BACK TO LEAVING COMMENTS AGAIN. THANKS FOR UNDERSTANDSING AND YOUR PRAYERS.
BOBBI21

I JUST TALKED TO MAURYNE SHE WANTED ME TO TELL EVERYONE THAT HER AND ERIC ARE GOING AWAY FOR A FEW DAYS AND THAT SHE IS FEELING DEPRESSED AND SHE JUST NEEDS TIME TO ACCEPT WHAT THE DOCTOR TOLD HER.  AND THAT WHEN SHE FEELING BETTER SHE WILL BE BACK ONLINE. PLEASE CONTINUE TO KEEP HER IN YOUR PRAYERS. I WILL KEEP EVERYONE UPDATED. THANKS
BOBBI21_

I SEEN THE DOCTOR TODAY AND THE NEWS WASN'T GOOD. HE SAID THE TEST THAT TRACK WHEATHER THE CANCER IS ACTIVE OR NOT IS STILL SHOWING THAT THE CANCER IS STILL VERY ACTIVE IT IS SHOWING IT IS MORE ACTIVE THEN IT WAS THE LAST TIME I SEEN THE DOCTOR. THE DOCTOR SAID THAT THE CHEMO DIDN'T WORK LIKE HE WAS HOPING IT WOULD SO HE GOING TO GIVE ME ANOTHER CYCLE OF THIS CHEMO IT WILL BE FOR ANOTHER SIX WEEKS AND THEN HE GOING TO DO ANOTHER BLOOD TEST TO SEE WHAT IT SHOW AS FOR CANCER AND IF THE NEXT TEST IN SIX WEEKS SHOWS THAT THE CANCER IS STILL VERY ACTIVE HE GOING TO STOP THIS CHEMO AND TRY TO FIND ANOTHER CHEMO THAT MIGHT WORK. I JUST FEEL THAT IF THIS CHEMO STILL HASN'T DONE ANYTHING IN SIX WEEKS THEN MY OPITIONS MAY BE COMING TO END. SO I AM FEELING REALLY DOWN AND AT THE END OF MY ROPE AND THIS REALLY COULD BE MY LAST AND FINAL BATTLE WITH CANCER. SO IF I AM NOT ON MUCH OR DON'T LEAVE COMMENTS IN NEXT FEW DAYS IT IS BECAUSE I AM FEELING DOWN AND DEFEATED. THANKS FOR ALL THE PRAYERS EVERYONE HAS BEEN SAYING BECAUSE PRAYERS IS ALL I HAVE LEFT. I HAD A FEELING THAT I WOULD GET BAD NEWS TODAY . THIS IS WHY I HATE CANCER BECAUSE IT DESTOYS LIVES HE IS DOING ANOTHER CT SCAN ON MAY 16 BOBBI

I JUST GOT HOME A LITTLE WHILE AGO I WENT TO MY BROTHER FOR EASTER I HAD A WONDERFUL TIME I ENJOYED EVERY MINUTE OF IT I GOT TO SEE MY GREAT NEICE AND MY TWO GREAT NEPHEWS. I REALLY ENJOY THE TIME SPENT WITH FAMILY AND FRIENDS. I AM SO THANKFUL I WAS HERE TO SEE ANOTHER EASTER AND LOVE SEE MY GREAT NEICE AND NEPHEWS THEY ALWAYS PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE AND MAKE ME REALIZE I HAVE TO LIVE EACH DAY THAT I HAVE TO THE FULLEST AND ENJOY EVERY MOMENT I HAVE WITH MY KIDS AND FAMILY. I NOW TAKE THE TIME TO ENJOY EVERY MOMENT AND TAKE TIME TO SMELL THE FLOWERS BECAUSE NO IS GIVEN TOMMORROW BUT THOSE OF US WHO HAVE CANCER REALIZE THAT WE ARE NOT SURE WHAT TOMMORROW WILL BRING US BECAUSE WE HAVE GOOD DAYS BUT LATELY MY BAD DAYS ARE OUT NUMBORING MY GOOD DAYS. I KNOW MY DAYS ARE NUMBERED AND I ALSO KNOW THAT NOONE KNOWS WHAT GOING TO HAPPEN WITH MY CANCER. BUT ONE THING CANCER HAS TOUGHT ME IS ENJOY EVERY MOMENT AND EVERY DAY THAT I AM GIVEN AND NOT TAKE ANYTHING FOR GRANTED. I HOPE EVERYONE HAD A GOOD EASTER I REALLY TIRED AND I DON'T FEEL REAL GOOD SO I WILL NOT BE LEAVING PERSONAL COMMENT TONIGHT. GOOD NIGHT AND SWEET DREAM TO ALL. REMEMBER TAKE TIME TO SPELL THE FLOWER ALONG YOUR PATH. BOBBI

I STARTED ON THE NEW CHEMO WHICH IN A PUMP GIVEN TO ME OVER A 24 HOUR PERIOD. THE SIDE AFFECTS KICK IN LAST NIGHT AND I WAS SICK ALL NIGHT. I DO FEEL BETTER TODAY GET THE PUMP OFF AROUND 12:30 TODAY. THEN NEXT WEEK DO ALL OVER AGAIN. MY DAUGHTER AMBER WENT TO THE CLINIC WITH ME AND MOM YESTERDAY BECAUSE HAD SOME QUESTION, ANY WAY THIS IS WHAT SHE WAS TOLD THAT CANCER HAD SPREAD TO MY LYMPH NODES OF THE ADOMNIAL CAVIATY THAT IT HASN'T GONE TO ANY MAJOR ORGAN AS OF RIGHT NOW AND IT SHOWING THAT THERE IS NO CANCER ON MY LIVER WHICH WERE IT WAS. AMBER ASKED ABOUT REMOVING THE LYMPH NODES AND THE NURSE SAID THAT IT IS NOT A GOOD IDEA BECAUSE IF THEY OPEN THE AREA UP TO REMOVE THE LYMPH NODES IT WILL GIVE THE CANCER A CHANCE OF SPRREADING ALL OVER MY BODY. THE NURSE SAID WHEN YOU OPEN AN AREA UP WITH CANCER ONCE THE AIR HITS IT THAT GIVES THE CANCER WHAT IT NEEDS TO SPREAD WILDLY. THE NURSE SAID THERE IS A CHANCE OF IT SPREADING TO OTHER AREA OF MY BODY WITH IT BEING IN THE LYMPH NODES BUT THAT WHERE THE TARGET DRUG AND CHEMO COME IN. I ASKED MY DAUGHTER LAST NIGHT IF SHE UNDERSTOOD THINGS ANY BETTER AND SHE SAID SHE DID . THAT WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU HAVE A CHILD WHO HAPPENS TO BE A MEDICAL STUDENT AND KNOW ALL THIS STUFF ABOUT CANCER AND DISEASE AND HOW CANCER SPREADS. AND KNOWS WHAT QUESTIONS TO ASK
WELL HAVE A GREAT DAY MY DEAR FRIENDS
BOBBI

THE CT SCAN SHOWED THAT CANCER IS IN MY LYPHNOTES AND THE DOCTOR IS PUTTING ME ON A NEW CHEMO . THE NEW CHEMO I WILL BE THOUGH MY PORT AND IT WILL BE CONNECT TO A PUMP. WITH THE PUMP I WILL GET CHEMO NONSTOP FOR 24 HOURS. WHEN I GO IN ON TUEDAY FOR MY FIRST TREATMENT AFTER THEY GIVE ME THE NEW TARGET DRUG CALLED ERBITUX WHICH WILL BE GIVEN TO ME THROUGH A IV AT THE CANCER CENTER AFTER THAT THEY WILL HOOK ME UP TO THE PUMP THAT THE CHEMO WILL BE IN AND THEN I WILL HAVE TO GO IN THE NEXT DAY TO THE CANCER CENTER AND THEN THEY WILL DISCONNECT THE PUMP. I WILL HAVE CHEMO THIS WAY EVERY WEEK. ACCORDING TO ONE DAUGHTER WHO IS A MEDICAL STUDENT WITH THE CANCER BEING IN THE LYPHNOTES IT ALOT MORE CHANCE OF THE CANCER SPREADING TO ANY OF THE MAJOR ORGAN IN MY BODY. SO IF THIS IS TRUE THEN I MAY BE IN FOR THE FIGHT OF MY LIFE. THE DOCTOR DIDN'T TELL ME WHAT MY CHANCES ARE THIS TIME
THANKS FOR ALL YOUR PRAYERS
BOBBI

I GOT A CALL FROM MY CANCER DOCTOR YESTERDAY TELLING ME THE BLOOD TEST THAT HE DOES TO TRACK THE CANCER IS SHOWING THAT THE CANCER IS ACTIVE AGAIN AND IS AT RISK OF SPREADING. SO HE MOVED MY CT SCAN UP TO MONDAY JANUARY 21ST AND I SEE HIM ON JANUARY 25TH SO IT LOOKS LIKE I WILL HAVE TO GO BACK ON THE STRONGER CHEMO AND I HOPE IT HASN'T SPREAD ANYWHERE ELSE. I WAS SO HOPING THAT I WOULD BE ABLE TO STAY OFF THE CHEMO. JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON WITH MY CANCER. THANKS FOR ALL YOUR PRAYERS.
BOBBI21

i went to my doctor appointment and this is what is happening. he gave me another avastin treatment today which is the target chemo and he wants me to have another avastin treatment on january 28th he scheduled the ct scan for february 1st and i see him on febuary 5th for the results of the ct scan. they did blood work today all of it looked pretty good he said the blood test that tells wheather the cancer is active will not be back for a few days i hoping it shows that the cancer isn't active but we will see. when i get any more updates i will let you know thanks everyone for your prayers they are greatly apppreciated
bobbi21

i wanted to say thanks to everyone who have said prayers for me. even though things didn't turn out has i was hoping they would i have to continue to fight and fight until my last fight is fought. maybe come january things will turn out better for me. cancer is a horriable thing to have to live with it affects not only the person who has it but the family and friends of that person. i am so lucky to have friends here who care about me and are praying for me for better results come january. i was really disappointed because i had two job offers in the field that i went to school for and now i can't take either one and i don't know how much longer my current job will continue to hold my job for me it has has already been eight months since i went on leave i am hoping my job will still be there come january. please continue with the prayers and hopefully i will have better results come january. i know i have to keep fighting and i will. thanks again for all your prayers. aleast the tumor had shrunk down alot and that has to be a good sign.
thanks again for all your prayers and support
bobbi21

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