The voice once heard silenced,

lost as I whisper my thoughts aloud,

Empty promises wasted as words exchanged,

now I sit here alone lost in the memories,

Left with your scent upon my skin.

The deceit; as I nervously felt your kiss,

inhaling what you released into me,

Knowing it was not truth that you spoke,

it was a game and I was your prey,

I should have known I would again be betrayed.

But, Oh how I was tricked with your charms,

seducing me with each move you made,

Leaving my body aflame with your touch,

trembling with the pleasures our bodies spoke,

As we both surrendered to our hidden desires.

That final touch of your lips upon me,

in my moment of my weakness; I longed to believe ,

Where I was swept away by your masquerade,

with your final kiss . . . you left upon my skin

Filled with empty promises; as we parted ways,

now all I am left with are fatal dreams,

Of fantasies that were never meant to be

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My heart is slowly bleeding,

you pass by without really seeing,

Never taking the time to see the look in my eyes,

the truth is hidden within the depths of my soul.

You say you hear my silent cries,

yet you are not listening,

to what my heart is beating,

My mind is tired of this facade.

Can you please stop . . .

this ache and pain I now let flow,

Into the stream of dreams,

Drawing; slicing the truth upon my skin.

All thats left are the faint echos,

into the shadows; I blend in ,

fading away with each scarred memory,

You never really heard a word I whispered,

as you passed me by without listening,

To what my soul spoke . . .

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How do I say I love you silently

If you look into my eyes

you will see yourself inside

My soul has your name delicately engraved

there you will remain till the day I depart this world

I keep this alive only for me to survive

still longing to believe in love . . .

Yet those words will never escape my lips

forbidden it will always remain

I yearn to catch your warm breath

into my lips and feel your kiss

As I gently Inhale your spirit . . .

I fall asleep and drift off

Into a make believe realm

Pretending I can feel your embrace

I let my pillow catch the empty tears

of a love that will never be known

Except by my heart, mind and soul

For as long as I exist

I will love you silently

letting it remain locked away

As my secret that you will never know

till our souls and spirits meet in truth

United in deaths embrace with a final kiss

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What if you were the difference

but yesterday and today is to late

And there will be no more tomorrows

That call you forgot to make

just to say hello to someone sitting alone

The letter sitting at your desk you forgot to mail

that could have made all the difference in the world

Did you really stop to think about others

or were you lost within your own thoughts

You forgot others exist that feel exactly like you

Alone . . . .

They sat there for hours starring at the phone

hoping it would ring even if it was just a sales pitch

Just to hear another human voice even if was a recording

Now they look around and ask what is their purpose

of crawling out of bed when today is a repeat of yesterday

Now tomorrow has come and gone now it is to late

to say I should have or could have

Yesterday is gone and today it will make no difference in their life

As they rummage through her things they find her journal

and ask themselves how could I have not known

all the signs were there but they was caught up in my lives

To waste a few minutes of the time . . . .

Here sit the small stacks of letters and poems she wrote

this is all that is left as they place it within her tomb

Never to be read except by the spirits that wander within her realm

Now it makes no difference for she is now gone . . .

2011(c) cherry rose 

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She began guarding her heart so long ago,

finding herself alone, traveling . . . .

the rocky and jagged edges of the road ,

She climbs mountains and wandering

through the wilderness without expectations,

Except her own . . .

Yet when it comes to love between a man and a woman,

she has locked her heart away and forgot how to feel,

The emotions frozen . . . . numbing that part of her soul,

promising herself she would never let herself to be used,

Or tossed aside because she did not fit their mold.

She asks herself why must she live this way,

yet she sees the truth for her beliefs have been proven,

Time and time again , The shadows are not casted aside ,

she falls to her knees asking for those emotions,

To thaw out her senses and evoke her spirit once again,

she only knows how to write how she dreams it should be,

She fades away walking into the sunset gracefully.

Her heart left behind encased in shatterproof glass,

never giving herself a chance to take the risk ,

To allow anyone to see into the depths of her pain,

Now she travels this path utterly alone and cries in silence.

Perhaps one day she will know how to feel and be awakened,

to what love truly is . . . for now there is no hope,

She wanders, hidden in the shadows as she watches,

from a distance as lovers kiss, in a passionate embrace,

Wondering is Love between two, real or is it all a facade,

Maybe one day the glass will be shattered till then,

her heart will remain numb and locked away,

Within the shatterproof glass, hidden from the touch,

of another and live to do what she is destined to be,

A wandering gypsy . . . . . wild and carefree.

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I wander out as the sun fades,

existing with the quiet of the night,

Stars suspended in the air gracefully,

a blanket glistening like diamonds,

Tossed upon the satin sheets of dreams.

I see a single star shoot across the sky,

closing my eyes I gently blow a kiss,

Whispering quietly, as I make a wish,

the moon slowly rises taking her place,

The stars blink as she slowly glides,

in the splendor of the darkened skies.

Her glow filled with mystery,

taking me on a journey filled with magic,

Staggering across the blades of grass,

filled with moistened dew into the twilight,

I await the sunrise to warm my mind,

as I bid goodnight to the stars and moon.

My heart filled with hope that the kissed wish

I blew upon the the shooting star,

Will be carried gently, into the hands of fate ,

as it seeks it's new destiny upon this journey.

I watch the sunrise and bid farewell,

to another night, filled with my dreams,

The sun now kissing my cheeks,

its warm eclipsed rays colliding with the moon,

As they intertwine into the depth of my soul as one.

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Can you not see yourself written,

painted upon the canvas of my soul,

If you have seen into the depths of my eyes,

it would reveal the truth to you,

As you unlock the thoughts inside my mind.

Sleep my only escape,

bringing me closer to you,

You waft slowly and softly like whispers,

upon the gentle breeze that carries,

your caresses into my being.

I ache to hold you near,

feeling the warmth of your embrace,

where you can catch my tears,

Leaving your tender touch inside my being,

not leaving any part of my heart untouched.

I want to inhale the purity of your ecstasy,

exhaling my thoughts and spirit into your soul,

Leaving a piece of me written and engraved,

within your mind, parting as the sunrises.

Yet I carry you with me within my day dreams,

I sigh, for you have enraptured my spirit,

now I live to reside within the depths of your soul,

Blanketed with this insatiable desire for you.

How I long to get lost within my dream,

just to meet you there inside your mind,

As our spirits touch, revealing the secrets,

hidden inside, as we collide into one,

Within my heart you are etched,

and will always remain a part of my soul.

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Because she believed in you

she opened her heart and soul

Giving you all that she is inside

trusting with all her being

Never stopping to think how you would step upon her gifts

of friendship, trust and love she gave you freely

Knowing you choose the time and day

when both souls would meet to speak

Yet when she needed you the most

silence from your light was all she saw

The pain radiating throughout her body

she curls up into a ball letting her tears fall

Once again she has found herself ALONE

lost in the wilderness where you found her

As the veil of darkness falls upon her spirit and heart

The colors of your being that once existed within her

have begun to fade, no longer does she believe

She removes her mask one last time

revealing to herself the truth you tried to hide

Now she sees the truth of your selfish needs

letting go and saying farewell to the last shred of hope

No longer able to stand , for all her will to exist is gone

all because she once believed in your light

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Why do I love you and yet you don't see it

I am right here in front of you

don't you see the look in my eyes

Or hear my sighs . . .

You are blind to what is right before you

When you say my name my heart skips a beat

I linger into your mind wanting you to feel me

Yet, you don't sense me . . .

caressing your thoughts

I stand here gazing out at the waves

whispering your name with hopes you hear me

Upon the currents of the wind

telling you I love you

But your deaf ears don't hear what I am saying

Your suave way with words

It's like you light up my life

I stop in my tracks to listen to you

and see your smile looking into me

Yet you still don't see or feel my presence

wanting you to want me

Your mystery is what intrigues me

playing my heartstrings like a violin

Music to soothe my being

can't you hear how my voice quivers

When you speak it, hypnotizing my whole body

leaving me needing to catch my breath

As it escapes into the depths of you

We leave each other without saying a single word

all because you just can stop long enough to hear

What my heart is saying even if it is only in a whisper

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