I am pretty spectacular on most days, and I say that with a humble voice. I tend to be very giving, and sweet. I know not to judge and I try to love as much as I can, for as long as she can.
I escape this world through my mind, music, and words. I'm not much of a social butterfly, or a social anything. Society shushmeiety. It's all artificial. I can do with out price tags, and I really don't care how big your house is, what brand names you wear, if you used to be a size 0 and now you're a size 5 (Blow me. Seriously.) and if you have a nice, fat wallet. I DON'T CARE. Get some character and struggle for some purpose and maybe.. JUST MAYBE.. you won't bore me.
I do like good people. I like to spend time w/ good.. wholesome..lovely people. I love to laugh. I love to make others feel at home. Peace and Happiness are good things that we should exercise as vigorously as we can.. every day. Hate, stupidity, and shallowness should be exorcised.
Important things I try to live by: Love/Loyalty is something that never fades and transcends anything physical. Relationships are teams who love each other despite our weaknesses and encourage our strengths. Truth is the only way forward, b/c lies will only multiply and cave in on you. Sour words will be eaten and shat in form of fireballs. Be careful what you say. THINK and then speak. Cheer for the underdog! Swim against the current!! Wipe!!!
On the other side of the copper penny, I am not cool. I am neurotic, paranoid, messy with things I don't want to care too much for. I suffer from anxiety, and the smallest tasks are heavy for me. I live inside my head a lot. A lot of people think I am strange... and they are right. You won't be able to put be in a box and label it to your liking. No label will suit me, and that suits me just fine.
I want to love you, and see the good in you. I don't want to yell at you and call you stupid.
I'm happy to say that at 32 years of age (yeah, I am a MySpace Refugee and needed to say that I was a little older to get on My Boomer Place), I still have a heart of innocent kid. I still believe in magic. I have the humor of an elderly man, and sometimes a toddler. Growing old is not for me. My soul will remain stealthy and healthy. Wrinkles will not define me!!
I am a writer by night and medical biller by day.. not exactly superhero shit but that will happen when I am a mother. My mother is a super hero, so I hope to be one too :)
