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YOU SEE ME HANGING AROUND SO YOU CALL THE DOG POUND SOMEONE JUST DUMPED ME UPROOTED ME FROM MY FAMILY I'M A SCARED LITTLE KITTEN AFRAID OF GETTING BITTEN STRAY DOGS CHASE ME UNTIL I RUN UP A TREE I'M A PUPPY WHO'S VERY THIRSTY MY OWNER ABANDONED ME LOOKING FOR A FRIENDLY FACE AS I GO FROM PLACE TO PLACE YOU CHASE ME OUT OF YOUR YARD WITH TOTAL DISREGARD THAT IT'S 100 DEGREES OUT AND I MIGHT PASS OUT I HAVEN'T ATE IN 2 WEEKS MY LITTLE BODY IS VERY WEAK I'M COVERED WITH TICKS AND FLEAS NO ONE TOOK GOOD CARE OF ME I KNOW I'M NOT A PRETTY SIGHT BUT I'M A GOOD DOG...I DON'T BITE I JUST NEED TO BE BATHED AND COMBED THEN I'LL BE CLEAN ENOUGH FOR YOUR HOME I'M SCARED TO GET DOWN FROM THIS TREE THE DOGS MIGHT COME AFTER ME I'M ALL ALONE AND IT SCARES ME SO I WASN'T HOMELESS A WEEK AGO HERE COMES A LADY AND SHE'S CALLING ME HOW DO I KNOW SHE WON'T HURT ME SHE SETS DOWN A CAN OF FOOD OH...THAT LOOKS SO GOOD MY HUNGER OVERCOMES MY FEAR AS I EAT SHE SCRATCHES MY EAR SHE PICKS ME UP AND CUDDLES ME TELLS ME SHE'LL FIND A HOME FOR ME SHE PUT'S ME IN THE BACK OF HER TRUCK IN A CAGE BESIDE A LITTLE BROWN PUP SHE TAKES US SOMEWHERE CALLED THE ASPCA THE VET SAYS WE'RE WAY UNDERWEIGHT THEY FEED US AND WASH US CLEAN THEN GIVE US BOTH A NEEDED VACCINE HOW GOOD IT FEELS TO BE FED WE COULD HAVE ENDED UP DEAD A LITTLE GIRL CAME AND ADOPTED ME A LITTLE BOY ADOPTED THE PUPPY THANK YOU NICE PEOPLE FROM THE ASPCA YOU SAVED OUR LIVES TODAY COPYRIGHT 2008 DEBBY HARRIS PLEASE REMEMBER THE DOGS AND CATS AT THE SHELTER THIS CHRISTMAS. THEY NEED HOMES TOO. PLEASE BE A RESPONSIBLE ANIMAL OWNER AND SPAY AND NEUTER YOUR PET'S.
* I WROTE THIS POEM A FEW YEARS AGO AFTER I SPOKE TO A GROUP OF RAPE SURVIVORS. I WAS TOUCHED BY THEIR PLIGHTS. SOME OF THE WOMEN BECAME PROSTITUTES BECAUSE THEY WERE ABUSED SO MUCH AS A CHILD, AND A YOUNG WOMAN; THEY FELT IT WAS ALL THEY WERE WORTH. WHEN I WAS ON MYSPACE, I MET ANNIE LOBERT WHO RUNS "HOOKERS FOR JESUS." SHE GOES OUT AND TRIES TO GET THE WOMEN INTO SHELTERS AND AWAY FROM THEIR PIMPS. THESE WOMEN FEEL THEIR LIFE WAS CHOSEN FOR THEM BECAUSE OF THEIR CHILDHOODS. THE REASON I'M POSTING THIS IS BECAUSE I OVERHEARD A COMMENT IN A RESTAURANT ABOUT THE VEGAS SHOWGIRL THAT'S MISSING. THESE PEOPLE HAD THE AUDACITY TO FEEL IT WAS A WASTE OF TIME FOR THE POLICE TO INVESTIGATE HER DISAPPEARANCE BECAUSE OF HER LIFESTYLE. IT REALLY UPSET ME AND I HAD TO REALLY BITE MY TONGUE. UNTIL THEY BEEN USED AND ABUSED AND WALKED IN THEIR HIGH HEELS; THEY HAVE NO RIGHT TO CAST JUDGMENT. THIS IS FOR THE LOST SOULS WHO DON'T KNOW THEIR OWN WORTH.* ON A DARK, COLD WINTER'S NIGHT SHE WALKS THE STREETS UNDER NEON LIGHTS SHE'S SOMEBODYS CHILD... SOMEWHERE SHE'S COME TO THINK NO ONE CARES A CAR PULLS AND SHE DOESN'T THINK TWICE ALL THAT MATTERS IS... IF THEY MEET HER PRICE I WONDER, DOES SHE REALIZE THE RISKS SHE TAKES LIFE SURE HASN'T GIVEN HER ANY BREAKS SHE HATES HERSELF FOR WHAT SHE'S BECOME SHE'S BEEN HURT SO MUCH...SHE FEELS SO NUMB AS A CHILD, SHE'S BEEN HORRIBLY USED AND ABUSED NO ONE CARES ABOUT ALL THE TEARS SHE'S SHED SHE'S ONLY TWENTY FOUR BUT LOOKS OVER FORTY FROM ALL THE HARD LIVING... AND ALL THE WILD PARTIES SHE USES DRUGS TO ESCAPE HER REALITY IN THE SCHOOL OF HARD KNOCKS, SHE HOLDS A DEGREE DOING THE ONLY THING SHE THINKS SHE'S GOOD FOR SHE WANTS TO GET OUT...AND NOT DO THIS ANYMORE HOW CAN SHE RUN, WHERE WOULD SHE GO IS THERE ANY PLACE HER PIIMP WOULDN'T KNOW PEOPLE WOULD BE SURPRISED THAT SHE PRAYS AT NIGHT BEFORE SHE STEPS OUT... INTO THE MOONLIGHT HOW SHE WISHES SHE HADN'T CHOSEN THIS LIFE SHE MUCH RATHER BE A MOTHER AND WIFE WITH TEARS IN HER EYES SHE FLAGS DOWN A TRICK SOME WEALTHY MAN...WITH A NERVOUS TIC FANCY CAR, FANCY WATCH, VERY MUSCLE BOUND HE THINKS HE'S SPECIAL WAVING HIS MONEY AROUND AS THEY DRIVE ON INTO THE NIGHT SHE SENSES SOMETHING'S... JUST NOT RIGHT SHE TRIES TO GET OUT, BUT HE'S LOCKED THE DOORS HE AIMS A GUN AND MAKES HER LIE ON THE CAR FLOOR HE TAKES WHAT HE WANTS AFTER HE'S BEATEN HER BAD A VIOLENT MAN...JUST LIKE HER DAD HE CALLS HER NAMES AND SHOOTS HER IN THE HEAD DUMPING HER THERE THINKING SHE'S DEAD SHE'S WEAK BUT SHE WHISPERS A PRAYER EVERYTHING...IS STARTING TO BLUR THEN SHE FEELS, A PEACE SHE'S NEVER KNOWN AS JESUS TAKES HER HAND AND BRINGS HER HOME COPYRIGHT 2007 DEBBY HARRIS
SOMETIMES I FEEL ADRIFT, ALL ALONE ON THE SEA DRIFTING AIMLESSLY ABOUT BY THE WIND TIS' HARD SOMETIMES NOT TO WORRY OR BECOME FRIGHTENED BY THE LOUD DIN HURLED ABOUT AMONG VIOLENT WAVES SOMETIMES MY STOMACH ROLLS AND I FEEL SICK THE WIND SEEMS ANGRY AS IT RANTS AND RAVES LIKE AN UNWELCOMED TENANT IT WANTS TO EVICT THE BATTERED HULL THREATENS TO BREAK FOR IT HAS WEATHERED MANY A STORM I WONDER HOW MUCH MORE IT CAN TAKE UNTIL CALM SEAS AGAIN CONFORM WITH NO PADDLE AND WITH NARY' AN OAR COMPLETELY AT THE MERCY OF THE WEATHER THE THUNDER CLAPS WITH A MIGHTY ROAR AND I'M TOSSED ABOUT AND CLINGING TO A TETHER JESUS IS THE ANCHOR THAT KEEPS ME TETHERED WHEN I BECOME AFRAID THAT I WILL BECOME LOST HE'S THERE THRU' EVERY STORM I'VE WEATHERED HE BOOKED MY PASSAGE LONG AGO AND PAID THE COST COPYRIGHT 2009 DEBBY HARRIS
HE'S A HIGHLY SKILLED MASTER OF HIS GAME AND HE'S BEEN AT IT...FOR SO MANY YEARS DECEPTION IS HIS CLAIM TO FAME HE MESSES WITH OUR PEACE OF MIND LIKE A PINBALL...BOUNCING ROUND' IN OUR HEAD HE BRINGS UP OLD INSECURITIES...WE THOUGHT WE LEFT BEHIND HE SENDS THE PINBALL SPINNING SO FAST IT CAN CATCH US...TOTALLY OFF GUARD HIS STEALTHY APRROACH IS UNSURPASSED HE WILL TELL YOU NO ONE LOVES YOU THAT YOU'RE WORTHLESS...AND A FAILURE HE'LL HARASS YOU...AND CONSTANTLY PURSUE HE COMES TO STEAL YOUR CONFIDENCE LOOK OUT...HE'S AIMING FOR YOUR JOY THE ARMOR OF GOD IS YOUR ONLY DEFENSE HE AIMS THE PINBALL AT ALL THE OLD WOUNDS LIKE A HUNGRY LION...HE SEES YOUR WEAKNESSES HIS SKILLS ARE VERY HIGHLY ATTUNED WHEN FIRST YOU HEAR THOSE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS ROLLING ROUND' AND ROUND'...IN YOUR HEAD REBUKE HIM RIGHT AWAY BEFORE HE HIT'S THE JACKPOT COPYRIGHT 2008 DEBBY HARRIS
I WAS NOT BORN IN A HOSPITAL BUT IN A MANGER STALL THERE WAS NO DOCTOR PRESENT FOR THIS BLESSED EVENT A VIRGIN FOR A MOTHER AND GOD AS MY FATHER I ARRIVED AS WAS PLANNED ORDAINED BY MY FATHER'S OWN HAND NO CRIB FOR A BED NO PILLOW FOR MY HEAD NO BABY BLANKETS AS SIMPLE AS IT GETS I WAS BORN POOR NO FANCY CLOTHES I WORE BUT I WAS RICH IN LOVE PEACEFUL AS A DOVE RAISED AS A CARPENTERS SON UNTIL MY MINISTRY HAD BEGUN GOING ABOUT MY FATHER'S BUSINESS HIS MIGHTY WORKS DID I PROFESS I TOOK MY MINISTRY ON THE ROAD TO UNBURDEN THOSE WITH A HEAVY LOAD I SPOKE OF KINDESS AND LOVE TESTIFYING OF MY FATHER ABOVE I SPOKE OF THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN ALONG WITH MY TWELVE CHOSEN MEN HEALING THE SICK AND THE BLIND REACHING OUT TO ALL MANKIND I HAD A MISSION TO FULFILL THE DAY I CLIMBED GOLGATHA'S HILL LAYING DOWN MY LIFE FOR ALL I PAID YOUR DEBT AND TOOK THE FALL NO GREATER GIFT HAD I TO GIVE THAN TO DIE SO YOU COULD LIVE WRAPPED IN WHITE, TRIMMED IN RED HUNG ON THE CROSS UNTIL I WAS DEAD WHEN IT'S CHRISTMAS..THINK OF ME HOW I DIED TO SET YOU FREE I PAID THE ULTIMATE PRICE NEVER HAVING TO THINK TWICE MY GIFT WAS GIVEN WITH ENDLESS LOVE IN ACCORDANCE WITH MY FATHER ABOVE IT'S NOT FOUND UNDER A CHRISTMAS TREE BUT FOUND INSTEAD UPON A TREE THIS IS MY GIFT FROM ME TO YOU... LOVE, JESUS COPYRIGHT 2007 DEBBY HARRIS
I AM ME YOU ARE YOU WE ARE BOUND TO DISAGREE I'M A WOMAN YOU'RE A MAN NEITHER OF US UNDERSTAND I'M EMOTIONAL YOU'RE PREDICTABLE WE BOTH PUT UP WALLS I THINK I'M RIGHT YOU THINK I'M WRONG LATELY ALL WE DO IS FIGHT I AM SENSITIVE YOU ARE IMPENETRABLE THIS IS A HARD WAY TO LIVE I CRY WHEN I'M HURT YOU NEVER CRY HOW WILL WE MAKE THIS WORK I SHARE MY FEELINGS YOU NEVER DO YOU DON'T KNOW THE HURT YOUR SILENCE BRINGS MY LIFE IS AN OPEN BOOK YOURS IS PRIVATE AND FORBIDDEN TO READ I WANT TO KNOW YOU, WHY CAN'T I LOOK I GET ANGRY AND FEEL IGNORED YOU JUST BLOW ME OFF I GET DISGUSTED LOOKS LIKE YOU'RE BORED I NEED YOUR AFFECTION YOU DON'T WANT MINE LATELY ALL I FEEL FROM YOU IS REJECTION SOMETIMES, ALL I NEED IS FOR YOU TO HOLD ME BUT YOU'RE TOO BUSY TO ACCOMMODATE IT BREAKS MY HEART WHEN YOU IGNORE ME I ONLY ASK QUESTIONS TO UNDERSTAND YOUR ANSWERS ARE ABRUPT AND RUDE THIS ISN'T THE LIFE I HAD PLANNED HOW CAN I MELT YOUR FROZEN HEART YOU THINK THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU THE LOVE WE ONCE HAD, NOW TEARS US APART WHY IS IT WRONG TO TELL YOU HOW I FEEL YOU THINK WHAT YOU GIVE IS ENOUGH MAYBE IT IS FOR YOU, BUT NOT FOR ME YOU'RE LOSING ME, CAN'T YOU SEE DO YOU EVEN CARE ANYMORE OR ARE YOU TOO BUSY KEEPING SCORE IF WE ARE EVER GOING TO CLOSE THIS DISTANCE WE BOTH NEED TO LEARN TOLERANCE
COPYRIGHT 2007 DEBBY HARRIS
I THOUGHT ABOUT YOU TODAY AND HOW FAST TIME HAD SLIPPED AWAY THERE ARE MANY THINGS I WISH I'D SAID BUT I KEPT THE WORDS INSIDE MY HEAD THE TIMES WE LAUGHED TIL' WE CRIED HOW I WISH YOU HADN'T DIED I MISS THE WAY YOU MADE ME FEEL YOU WERE SO GENUINE, SO REAL YOU'D MAKE ME LAUGH WITH YOUR SILLY ANTICS THE HUMOROUS WAY YOU DEALT WITH CONFLICTS I REMEMBER THE WAY WE'D TALK FOR HOURS HOW YOU LOVED A GOOD RAINSHOWER YOU HAD A WAY TO ALWAYS SEE THROUGH EVERYTHING I TRIED TO KEEP FROM YOU WHENEVER I NEEDED YOU, YOU ALWAYS SEEMED TO KNOW AT THE END OF EVERY TEAR...YOU WERE MY RAINBOW YOU CRIED TO ME...AND WITH ME TEARS OF FRUSTRATION, TEARS OF GLEE YOU NEVER CONDEMNED OR JUDGED ME ALL YOU DID WAS LOVE ME NOW YOU ARE GONE AND I'M SO ALONE SOMETIMES I FORGET...AND PICK UP THE PHONE THEN IT HIT'S ME LIKE A TON OF BRICKS THE TEARS START TO FALL AND MY HEART CONSTRICTS I KNOW THAT YOU'RE GONE, BUT I CAN'T LET YOU GO YOUR DEATH HAS BEEN SUCH A FATAL BLOW THE TANGIBLE EVIDENCE MARKS YOUR GRAVE I'LL NEVER FORGET ALL THE LOVE YOU GAVE TODAY, I KNELT BEFORE YOU DURING A RAINSHOWER I UNDERSTAND THE CLEANSING POWER YOU FELT STANDING IN THE RAIN OH GOD...THIS HURT'S...THERE'S SO MUCH PAIN SO...IF YOU'RE LOOKING DOWN ON ME I HOPE THAT YOU CAN CLEARLY SEE HOW VERY MUCH I LOVE YOU I WOULDN'T STAND IN THE RAIN AND RUIN MY HAIR FOR NOBODY BUT YOU I HOPE YOU KNEW HOW MUCH YOU MEANT TO ME AND HOW YOUR DEATH IS JUST ABOUT KILLING ME I MISS YOU MICHAEL...MOM COPYRIGHT 2009 (REVISED) DEBBY HARRIS THE HOLIDAYS ARE HARD WHEN WE HAVE LOST A LOVED ONE. I POST THIS FOR EVERYONE WHO IS MISSING THEIR LOVED ONE THIS CHRISTMAS.
CURLED UP IN A FETAL POSITION...ARMS RAISED TO PROTECT HER HEAD A CHILD IS BEING BATTERED AND MAY END UP DEAD THE BELT MAKES A HISSING SOUND...AS IT DESCENDS DOWN ONTO THE LITTLE BODY ON THE GROUND SCREAMS OF AGONY...SHOUTS OF RAGE INTERMINGLE IN THIS MOMENT OF OUTRAGE WHAT COULD THIS CHILD HAVE POSSIBLY DONE TO BRING ABOUT SUCH ANGER IN SOMEONE A LITTLE BODY... SHAKING WITH FRIGHT THIS IS ANOTHER REPEAT OF LAST NIGHT LITTLE EYES SWOLLEN SHUT BATTERED AND BRUISED AND CUT THE CHILD IS SO FRIGHTENED...SHE WETS HERSELF SHE LOOKS UP AT THE CROSS UPON HER SHELF SHE PRAYS..."JESUS, TAKE ME AWAY WITH YOU... THIS IS TOO MUCH PAIN FOR ME TO GO THROUGH" SHE'S HAULED UP BY THE NECK OF HER NIGHTIE SUCH SWOLLEN EYES...SHE CAN'T HARDLY SEE HER FACE IS PUMMELED BY A GROWNUPS FIST SHE CAN'T TAKE MUCH MORE OF THIS THREW INTO HER BEDROOM WALL SHE HEARS A BIG CRACK IN HER SKULL DIZZILY SHE CRUMBLES TO THE FLOOR IN A HEAP SHE LAY'S DYING...NOT MAKING A PEEP HER HEAD...IT FEELS FUNNY SHE FEELS SOMETHING WARM AND RUNNY AND FEELS THE BLOOD POOLING ROUND' HER HEAD KNOWING THAT SHE'S ALMOST DEAD SHE WAKES TO THE SOUND OF ANGELS SINGING A VOICE SAYS, "CHILD ...OPEN YOUR EYES AND SEE YOUR WINGS" STANDING IN FRONT OF A VERY BIG MIRROR SHE ASKS JESUS, "WHAT DO I HAVE WINGS FOR?" JESUS SAYS, "YOU'RE IN HEAVEN NOW WITH ME... FROM YOUR EARTHLY PRISON...I HAVE SET YOU FREE" "OH JESUS" SHE CRIES..."THANK YOU FOR RESCUING ME I PROMISE I'LL BE GOOD, JUST WAIT AND SEE" JESUS TAKES THE LITTLE ANGEL BY HER TINY HAND "COME WITH ME CHILD, LET'S SING WITH THE ANGEL BAND" THE GENTLE SHEPHERD FOUND HIS LITTLE LOST SHEEP AND NOW SHE'S IN HEAVEN...UNDER JESUS' KEEP COPYRIGHT 2007 DEBBY HARRIS
I LIVE FOR HIM HE DIED FOR ME I HAVE SINNED HE DID NOT I WAS DISOBEDIENT HE WAS OBEDIENT I HELD GRUDGES HE HELD NONE I WOULDN'T FORGIVE HE FORGAVE ALL I WAS CAUGHT UP IN THE WORLD HE KEPT HIS EYES ON HEAVEN I USED TO LIE HE SPOKE TRUTH I LOST MY TEMPER HE KEPT HIS IN CHECK I LOST HOPE HE GAVE ME HOPE I WAS ABANDONED HE NEVER LEFT ME I WAS LOST HE FOUND ME I WAS WOUNDED HE HEALED ME I WAS IMPATIENT HE WAS VERY PATIENT I WANTED JUSTICE HE WANTED PEACE I WAS DEPRESSED HE WAS JOYFUL I WANTED TO DIE HE TOOK MY PLACE
COPYRIGHT 2007 DEBBY HARRIS
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