Thank you for the comment about i can pray all the time! I talk to God all the time and i know he is herend helping me! I'm getting my car in good congition. Then i am going to have to drive up there! I think that would help me but i run my grands here to work and school and pick them back up here so i gotta figure out what they will do! anyway good night!
Sometimes when i pray i feel guilty because it comes from someone dying! She has lost 150lbs and she is hurting a good bit, they still have to drain her stomach every friday. She said it is painful, she is really getting worse! I do catch her when she is feeling good and i Love that time with her ~ i pray so much! I sometimes tell God i'm sorry for asking so much to take care of our baby! This is really hard!
