Having had a childhood where my father & mother was never really ever at home, and even when she, my mother was, being there with us, being actively involved in mothering, cooking, cleaning etc., these things for her were never anything she really wanted nor enjoyed. I have always known that my deepest longings were to marry the man of my dreams (done √ ), be a mother to those whom God would bless me with (done √ ), to love, enjoy, & appreciate the greatest job and gift of being a "good" wife and mother with a fully committed heart to do so, this was my dream from childhood.
Substitute teaching full time for over 3 years.
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