I hope everything will be ok for ya..and whatever was going on it will get better..My mail was delivered today and it was not bad news but that things were taken care of...so I should be able to relax now...Just seems every day something pops up but like you said,...others have it way worse...Just found out one of my neighbors is in the hospital with pancreatic cancer and is not doing well..I did have a nice thing happen on Thursday among all the other things...my granddaughter came over with my great grandson and I finally got to hold him...I have only seen him when he was born in Nov and one time after that when she brought him to see my MIL...and I was not able to hold him...didnt take him long to warm up to me and smile so that was a positive for me..had my picture taken with him and didn't realize how grey my hair has gotten...I have been trying for two years to let it grow out but its driving me nuts...makes me look so old with the dark and white...I am thinking of going to get the ash color highlights...it will offset it all I think. I dont want to start coloring it again or it will defeat the purpose of letting it go all natural..another minor thing in life..haha..Have a good one my friend ( so glad you have your page like mine where nobody sees whats been written on it or I would have sent it private or an email) huggs