GOOD MORNING ALL- AND IS IT REALLY? I WOULD RATHER BY SOUND ASLEEP NOW INSTEAD OF HERE- NOT THAT I DON'T LIKE EVERYONE'S COMPANY BUT IT'S A COLD SNOWY MORNING AND WHAT BETTER PLACE THEN IN BED UNDER THE COVERS?
I DID HAVE A DENTIST APPOINTMENT AND THOUGHT THE APPOINTMENT WAS RESCHEDULED FROM A NOTE I FOUND WRITEN ON THE KITCHEN TABEL BUT I GUESS IT DOESN'T MATTER NOW SINCE I WAS WOKEN UP BY THE PHONE CALL TELLING ME THAT THE DENTIST HAS DECIDED TO CANCEL ALL HIS APPOINTMENTS TODAY.
WHAT I DON'T UNDERSTAND IS - WHY WOULD HE DO THAT? THIS IS NEW ENGLAND AND WE ARE HEARTY NEW ENGLANDERS THAT ARE USE TO THIS WEATHER AND THE GUY RUNS A BUSINESS. HE'S LOOSING MONEY. HE'LL PROBABLY CHARGE ME MORE MONEY NEXT TIME I GO THERE TO MAKE UP FOR THIS DAY - THE DAY I REARRANGED MY LIFE WITH WORK AND EVERYTHING ELSE (WHICH DID INCLUDE SLEEP SINCE I WAS FORCING MYSELF TO GET UP AND GO WITH THE FIRST APPOINTMENT OF THE DAY) BUT NO ONE CARES ANYMORE.
WE HAVE BECOME LAZY ASS AMERICANS. SORRY BUT WE HAVE. WE BLAME EVERY ACTION WE DO ON OTHERS. EXAMPLES ARE THE PARENTS WHO BLAME THE SCHOOL SYSTEMS ON THE CITIES OR TEACHERS. IF THEIR KIDS STUDIED THEN MAYBE THEY WOULD GET SOMETHING OUT OF SCHOOL. IF THE PARENTS PAID ATTENSION THEN MAYBE THEY WOULD GET KIDS WHO DO WELL.
WHAT ABOUT THE PARENTS WHO WANT THE LAW TO PUNISH THEIR KIDS BECAUSE THEY ARE AFRAID OF THEIR OWN KIDS.
OR HOW ABOUT THE KID WHO RAN AWAY FROM HOME, SOMEHOW GOT ON THE RUNWAY OF THE AIRPORT, HIDE IN THE WHEELWELL OF THE PLANE AND DIED WHEN THE PLAN WENT TO LAND, HE FELL OUTOF THE WHEELWELL. THEY ARE SUEING THE AIPORT?
WHY ARE THEY BLAMING RADIO FOR THE RECENT KILLINGS IN AZ?
WE NEED TO TAKE RESPONSIBLITIES FOR OUR OUN ACTIONS! WAKE UP AMERICA
OH YES- AND HAVE A VERY NICE DAY - I WILL - SHOVELING BY HAND IS ALWAYS SO MUCH FUN
YUP - I made it thru Turkey Day without relatives. This is somewhat scarey since it means I can survive alone.
Do I want to be a lone for the rest of my life?
It's sad to admit this but my mother called and I did not answer the phone. I let it go to record. I am angry. I am very angry. I want the anger to stop but it just gets worse.
Christmas is coming and I think the messages will all go to record. I don't like anyone anymore. Curling up and disappearing sounds OK to me. Hide from everyone
Hope veryyone is going or doing something - I am not. I cancelled my plans. WHY? It's called depression. I am unhappy
Tags: Depression, Family, Fighting
